romance

So you might wonder, why i've put a Louis Vuitton ad on my blog.

No im not trying to sell anything Louis Vuitton related. but the other day,

While i was having a long conversation with him.

i asked him what was his first thoughts on me, and when he looked at me

what did he see ?

He thought about it for a while, and said i was like Louis Vuitton

When i asked him why, he explained

At first he was scared to go near me, because i looked expensive

Something hard to obtain, and because i looked perfect.

He didnt dare to go anywhere near me, let alone talk to me

And expect anything out of our friendship.

But as time goes by, he got to know that behind a well built and pretty exterior

Was a person with a beautiful heart whom with his own mouth said had a heart of gold

He kept going. Saying that when he met me

I wasnt one of those girls who were only pretty on the outside;

But those in which stood out in the crowd and is prettier with her religion

And the way she talked.

Yes, believe it or not. He said i was graceful with the way i talked as the way i looked.

I looked deep into his eyes that day while he explained,

And i fell deeper in love with him since that moment.

Malaysian International Fashion Week '11

Yesterday, was the last day of a whole week of fun filled fashion and enjoyment. Met all the beautiful models and so designers strut their new collections on catwalks. Luckily for me i had quite a number of special invites for Malaysian international week. So i dragged along a good designer friend of mine along with my other half. Yes! he followed me to all of the shows literally. But as the days got longer; by the end of what seems like an enjoyable week turned out tiresome. So i'll be uploading a few pictures of what went down in Zebra Square for malaysian fashion week 2011. And i swear guys, best show yet. Loves it.

Thank you

To that someone: thank you for the flowers <3

They are beautiful and they really cheered me up.

So since ive been trying to rush to meet deadlines, i have been in a bit of a pickle trying to finish at least 100 designs, and i've been trying to match up my beads and make skirts and dresses ! luckily i just finished my pencil skirt in which i will be wearing around and strutting ! but ive still got a lot more to go, so wish me luck ! I will be flying off and taking a two week break and just sorting out with my fashion interviews, and when im back i will be finishing my customers wants, so that they'll be happy with what im giving them. Wish me luck and the best for the future. Amin :)

Alhamdulillah

Its been months since the incident, and Alhamdulillah my life has been slowly regaining its well life. I've been doing things to keep myself occupied. For instance recently ive been admitted to a fashion academy situated in Bukit bintang, where i get lessons on sewing and where by im admitted to awesome fashion shows in few months! which i totally love :).

And with that as well I've been gaining a lot of modelling offers in the Shah Alam region and i have gotten my first customer! who paid a deposit for me to create my own designs. Thank you and come again i'd say. So tonight, ill be heading to australia for a mere 2 weeks to be going on a fashion interview and then ill be returning to Malaysia, to finish my customers demands and to finish my dress for the fashion show this coming December! Wait for it. Its gonna be legendary ! I'll be strutting my designs and myself for the fashion show, so please give meall the support you can !

So last week or was it the week before, i attended MASiF 2011 at KLCC, from 6pm- 11pm which was a fashion show for all the young designers like myself, and got backstage access to meet with the models and help around. Ill be uploading pictures as well so wait for it ! :)

Hanif & I backstage (one of the young designers)

Farid & I ( designers)

Hanim & i ( my best designer friend)

and guess who i bumped into ! yes my model friend. Apparently it was his first time doing a runway, and he was all nervous ! He looked smashing though. So props to him ! :)

Quedate Conmigo

:means stay with me.

those were the exact words he said to me. don't ever leave me.

i'm finding it way too precious. finally i get to do it right this time.

i don't know in time where this would lead us to,

i'm hoping this would be it. i'm tired of all the backstabbing, cheating, lies.

lies that my ex made up, lies that i had to put up with for four months.

I'm moving, moving to a better person,

who has my feelings as his first priority.

We live our lives not knowing whats our fate;

but honestly i wished from the bottom of my heart Ya Allah.

Let me not meet a heartless man again, Let me not talk of him.

Let me not see him, Let me not be close to him ever again.

I have never cheated in a relationship, so i hope he would not appear

in my life ever again. I'm happy now, i'm happy with you.

You bring smiles to my face, and you make it hard to be far away.

Ya Allah grant my wish for me, Let me be happy this time.

I dont want to see him ever again, Please let me be happy.

With the only person i love.